In effort we lose grace.
Just a few words to the wise.
By the grace of God this universe allows us to experience ourselves. This I would not deny any being. You have the right to experience or not experience anything you so wish. This is your playground and in your sandbox you may do as you like.
But the thing is, you may consider that there is in existence beings who attend to such in order to provide continuity and integrity. You are not alone and never have been.
I honor you.