Déjà Vu
This life has been an interesting one; filled with all sorts of events, the wheels of time aka change has indeed unfolded and the road ahead has fully become, the road ahead. In this time stream from just about day one there have been many, many instances where the present has appeared as a future event. It's not exactly a 'déjà vu' event but something very close.
It's been said that our lives are pre-planned, that our so-called 'soul contract' in it's enactment creates the lives we are about to fullfill. Almost every aspect has already been pre-planned and subscribed to. There are no surprises. And then when we are 'born' forgetfulness sets in1 and life takes us away on an adventure we seem to know nothing about2.
Most people get caught up in the adventure of life, living and the pursuit of an ever elusive happiness. It's not something that I am accustomed to but let's play a game, shall we?
As life has 'progressed' for me there have been many times where the above mentioned pre-planning has come to the fore and in that moment I seem to take comfort in it as in "Yup, I'm still on track." It's kind of a strange 'feeling' to experience a present moment and at the same time experience it from it's origin3. These 'happenings' are neither called upon nor are deemed to hold any import whatsoever. They just occur.
In placing all this in context I can see how this life has presented it's self to me, or perhaps better said, how I created the life that I have and will live. I am not a player and this is not my 'game'4. You may call me the Invisible Man5.
It's true, I have no enemies and every being I encounter is known to me.6