Getting Is The Problem
Fleeting glimpses of the beyond, in the hereafter, will there be such satisfaction as realized here and today. Living in all it’s glory, this lifetime provides all. In the reality we call ourselves, we strive for the perfection, never acknowledging the fact that we already are. Hearing words, the imagination takes flight. Hearing ourselves, we feel alive. Despite the best efforts of man and machine, destiny fullfills itself time and time again. We indeed are what we seem.
In the time of times and the way of Man, enlightenment is just a stone’s throw away. Happily the babes in arms dance in the fields of Morning Glory. Upon the risen sun, daylight looms and dispels the air of mystery like no other. Another day in which to play, the children romp with giggles of delight. Behold the glory before the eyes that see not. Behold the end of innocence and glee. Behold, the lamp is unto itself alone and complete. In all the born days, life dwindles until eventually, the escape so ardently sought, runs for it’s life ahead of the grasping hands of death. Fleeing, we free no one.
The Heat Of Battle
(As noted earlier, this is part of the ‘outstanding issues’ which I promised to address) As most ‘FreeZoners’ know, there has been a bit of an upset having to do with myself and the mistaken impression that the ‘FreeZone’ has authority over FZA.ORG. Of course this ‘upset’ can be narrowed down to two specific individuals. Ralph Hilton and Tommy Thompson.
Pin The Blame on Susie
Every group, every cluster, every ‘loosely organized’ (supposedly, the ‘FreeZone’) handful of individuals has a Susie. From planetary cooperatives to the unknown lost soul wandering the streets, there is always someone to lay blame, shame and regret upon. It’s called a Susie. Are you having trouble with confronting your own thoughts? It’s probably Susie’s fault.
Auditing In The 'FreeZone'
Auditing in the ‘FreeZone’ as defined by Ralph Hilton, Tommy Thompson and several others, is a hit and miss affair. Would you trust your spiritual beingness to those who use false images and appearances in order to ‘sell’ you Scientology? Whether it’s called ‘FreeZone standard technology’, Knowledegism or any other creative terminology, you can be sure that you will not be getting what you are really paying for - Scientology clearing. You will get the experience of ‘clearing’, of that there is no doubt, but the purpose of an Illusionist is to create appearances and false images. That is exactly what is occurring in the ‘FreeZone’. There is an illusion being perpetrated that in the ‘FreeZone’ actual clearing is being done. If that were the case, why is it that those who claim ‘FreeZone’ ‘authority’ act the way they do? How is it possible to deliver safe, sane, Scientology processing through the overt antagonism that these people exhibit so freely? The answer is simple - you won’t find it in the ‘FreeZone’.
Why I Do Not Favor The 'FreeZone'
At one time, I enjoyed the idea of being part of a ‘loosely’ organized group of people who had the purpose and intent of creating expanded spiritual awareness for those who had an interest in such things. Additionally, there was an added appeal of operating outside of the taken over Church of Scientology where true spiritual freedom was severely restricted if not actually discouraged. In a spiritually based group, the idea of ‘group-think’ being vacant is, as anyone would guess, refreshing. It would be refreshing because the granting of beingness would rate higher than the pursuit of individual personalities and egos. This has proved not to be the case with the ‘FreeZone’.
Into The Eye Of The Tiger
Fearing the night, there is a tendency to shy away when darkness comes to call. That darkness can be overwhelming and full of one’s worst nightmares and fears. It need not be so. Darkness survives, and gains strength, in direct relation to the experience of ‘goodness’. You can’t have one without the other.
Speaking With A Forked Tongue
Listening, we hear ourselves and create the reverberation in which our decisions ‘come to be’. Outwardly, we express our desires and so the process gains momentum and speeds it’s way towards others of like mind. Saying what we hear, we feel no pain. Reality is not embodied within the safe confines of pictures, creatively painted for maximum enjoyment by one and all. Public opinion is nothing but effort directed toward the release of pain and sorrow. Maybe someone will come up with the answer as our own courage lags far behind. Progressively the bubble grows.